Summers

hm...
I'm bored (again. I do that alot).
I think I should write out my summer stuff. Not that anyone actually cares.
But that's never stopped me. Probably should've, but hasn't.
So,
usually I spend my summers pretty much the same.
School finishes,
I shop sometimes,
I watch many-a-movie,
I see friends....
and get very, very bored.
The first part of summer is just waiting for christmas.
That's ok.
Although it's kinda like ... nothing.
Summer for me isn't doing anything.
It's just filling in time.
Pretty much like my life.
Not doing anything,
just using up the days.
And I hate it.
I really can't stand the whole... nothing-ness.
It seriously bites.
And it's frustrating.
And my mother...
well she doesn't exactly help.
She wants me to do more...
but then finds excuses why I can't do stuff.
This wont make sense to anyone unless you're one of my friends (or at least one of the ones who actually know about this thing)... and none of them know this site even exsists.
How lonely that sounded.

I might go buy more credit now.
I'm out again, which is sad.
In multiple ways
=(

If you want,
you can comment.
If you actually read that.
If you did...
I'm sorry.