WHAT AM I DOING?!

I don't know what I'm going to ramble about.
Ramble...
Is a strange word.
It makes me think of grapes. If anyone could tell me why that is I would be most greatful.
I'm bored.
Really bored.
And it's not as if I've done anything worth writing about.
I know that only too well.
I feel quite sad now.
Damn.
I've been doing that alot lately.
Twice I've just broken down and bawled myself stupid.
Thankfully my marvellous Emmie friend has helped (THANKYOU FOREVER!!!) which is good.
But the whole experience is pretty unpleasant.
And I hardly know why I do it.
I just think about something I've put out of my mind and I geuss there's some kind of emotion attatched to it that's a billion times stronger than it was when I was thinking about it.
If that makes any sense.
Which I doubt.
It's hot in this room.
=(
I'll go open the door.
I opened the door.
I'm v.proud.
I'd like to thank my family *scoff* and friends...I just...couldn't have done it without you.
I felt your support so strongly when I opened the door.
I'm going to shut up now before I hurt myself.

Um... It's a list.

I like lists.
I'm not OCD or anything.
I just like lists.
But...I'm really bad at making them.
But I shall try.

List of... (what is my list of?)
ok.
List of... (thinking time)



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List of things that bug me.
#1. Sensless, pointless things.
#2. I don't like politians who say stupid things.
#3. The way people say "this is a problem, someone should do something" and then drop out as soon as action comes along. This is why society's so screwed.
#4. Technology not doing what I want it to.
#5. People who say ROTFL (Rolling On The Floor Laughing) online when EVERYONE KNOWS THAT NOBODY ACTUALLY GETS OFF THEIR CHAIR/ARSE TO ROLL ON THE FLOOR. THAT'S JUST STUPID.
#6. The phrase "How much sheep you got?". I went to a school for two years where this was not an uncommon thing to say when bonding with others. There were alot of farm kids. I was not one of them.
#7. Badly written books. CANNOT STAND THEM. I mean, do they have editors at all?
#8. The way the 5th Harry Pothead (family thing) book has no plot whatsoever. It really irritated me.
#9. Bad pop music.
#10. Bad dance music.
#11. Anyone who says "I love Paris Hilton!". Or similar.
#12. Paris Hilton. Sweetie, just because your daddy has alot of money, does not mean you are entitled to everything. Despite what you, and society, think. Use your money for some kind of good. Not a nose job.
#13. Paris Hilton similars/look alikes and wannabes. I'm not picking on Paris Hilton, I'm picking on her stereotype. Because they are stupid.
#15. Stupid things.
#16. Christmas cracker jokes.
#17. When people actually laugh at christams cracker jokes. I mean, they're not actually meant to be funny. Right?
#18. Insensitive people.
#19. Guys insulting girls for no reason.
#20. Stupid guys.
#21. Stupid girls.
#22. Maths teachers who can't count, refuse to listen and are just plain irritating.
#23. Writers block.