Evil technology working against me

Oh dear.
Not only does it seem I haven't claimed a life yet, but technology has decided to be mean to me.
It was very uncalled for.
I mean, just because the I assume the reason something isn't working is because I haven't hit it hard enough yet, is no reason to be as cruel as technology has.
It deleted my music.
ALL of my music.
And for some strange, extremely depressing reason, I can't get it back.
I understand enough about the computer to know that where the music should be... it's, well, not.

However,
in spite of this very nasty trick, I'm in a pretty good mood.
IT'S NEARLY CHRISTMAS!!
yayness.
I'm excited by this.
As you'd probably gathered by the scary use of caps and exclamation marks.

I thought I should write some things about myself.
Not that anyone cares enough to read this thing anyway.
But I think I should think about it.

So.
THINGS ABOUT MYSELF:
#1. I have friends who are all nice and lovely and I could not survive without them.
#2. I have learnt piano since I was five (9 years).
#3. I am in a band.
#4. As a drummer/pianist, depending.
#5. This band has never practised together as a whole.
#6. Nor has it finished a song. Yet.
#7. I really don't like pop music. Except for some songs. But not many.
#8. My strong dislike of pop is quite depressing as the only songs I can manage to write are pop-ish. And that makes me feel quite hypocritical.
#9. I don't like hypocrites.
#10. I LOVE The Clash.
#11. And Jeff Buckley.
#12. I have a brother. Who is tall and scary.
#13. I do realise I haven't formed these sentances properly, but honestly do not care.
#14. I hated year 8.
#15. I really hope that year 9 doesn't suck as this year did.
#16. I'm not sure how year 9 will affect my relationships with other people. Alright, person.
#17. That scares me a bit.
#18. I tend to fear few things. These include; thing mentioned above, some spiders, people dying etc.
#19. My sister died.
#20. I wish I could tell more people that without it going weird. I don't like people (ok, person) not knowing about it, but really dread telling them (ok, him).
#21. I'm only alive because my sister died (my parents only wanted 2 kids. She was first. I'm 3rd)
#22. My good mood has kinda faded a bit now.
#23. I'd really like someone to comment.
#24. Not that anyone's actually reading this.
#25. That's another thing that scares me. People not wanting to read stuff I've written.
#26. I love writing.
#27. I brought home my writing folio a while ago. I asked my parents to read some of it. They just looked at the grades and said "oh, well done".
#28. They still haven't read any of it.
#29. I don't eat strawberries.
#30. This is why I love writing random stuff; it may be the best way yet of discovering what's REALLY going on inside your head. And then you realise what you have to do/not do.

Well,
wasn't that weird.